If I could turn back time? What’s the first thing that pops into my head? Well, it’s the same thought that pops into my head every time I look at my design portfolio from architecture school. It’s not that I believe everything I produced at Drury was crap, not at all. I just think there were a few projects where I didn’t push myself. The project was due, so I stopped designing and finished the project…and I’ve come to learn that it’s not about the grade or the degree, it’s about the exploration of an idea. I could try to blame that I ran out of time on other things…fraternity, friends, girlfriend, etc., but realistically it was time management. Oh ya, that sounds like an exhilarating letter to 18 year old Pat. I can see myself opening it the first day of my freshman year:
Dear Pat,
This is your future self. I would like to talk to you about time management…
This is about the time where I would crumple the letter up and say “F— this guy.” Who does he think he is? He doesn’t know me. You see, at this point in my life, I knew everything. I didn’t. Not even close. This, however is a good thing because if I knew everything there would be much in life to look forward to. But only if I was able to instill in my 18 year old self the ability to manage my time wisely I would have been able to do so much more academically.
I’m sure I’m not the only one that thinks this. How many projects have you worked on where you thought to yourself “If I only had a little more time I would…?” I always told myself I’d go back and redo the projects that didn’t meet my expectations but of course that hasn’t happened yet. This thought has crept up more frequently as the opportunity for grad school has become a real option in the next couple of years. Is it a misrepresentation to redo a project from college? Shouldn’t a portfolio show a progression of your work or merely a collection of your most successful projects? Would it be better to include new projects I’ve just made up to work on instead of fixing the old ones? These are questions I have been asking myself lately. No matter which direction I go, I need to have the time outside of work to do them.
I’ve started to look at time management more seriously. There are a lot of things I’d like to do and not that much time to fit them in (small design projects, train for half marathon, this blog, etc.). TV has become a lot less important. Before I got rid of my cable 2+ years ago I would come home from work and plop down on the couch and just surf the channels for the next 30 minutes of entertainment, a similar albeit less lengthy ritual in college. Suddenly, it’s midnight and I meant to go to bed 2 hours ago. Now if I want to use the time to watch a show, you better believe I want to be there…and you know what? I don’t miss it. I realized I wasn’t really watching anything I was just wasting time. I’ve learned to tell myself to do things in order of importance. This has allowed me to start scratching some things off my list that have been on there for years.
What would you change if you could turn back time?









